{"id":1149,"date":"2015-05-03T09:59:00","date_gmt":"2015-05-03T09:59:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/selmaakcakaya.com.tr\/?p=1149"},"modified":"2022-07-03T10:07:09","modified_gmt":"2022-07-03T10:07:09","slug":"ben-bir-hicim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/selmaakcakaya.com.tr\/?p=1149","title":{"rendered":"Ben Bir Hi\u00e7&#8217;im"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Baz\u0131 zamanlarda kendi felsefemin i\u00e7inde kayboldu\u011fum do\u011frudur.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u200bBeynimin i\u00e7indeki sorgulay\u0131c\u0131 sorular aras\u0131nda dans eden h\u00fccreleri bile hissetti\u011fim zamanlar olmu\u015ftur. Ben hep normal ya\u015famay\u0131 tercih etmi\u015f ancak, normalin d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri de i\u00e7selle\u015ftirmi\u015f biriyim. Bu nedenle hep &#8220;hi\u00e7&#8217;im&#8221; derim.&nbsp; \u00c7ok kaotik g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor san\u0131yorum.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u200bBir an d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnelim. Mesela \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc boyuttan bakma yetene\u011fine sahip olsayd\u0131k. \u0130\u00e7imizi oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6steren bir g\u00f6ze.&nbsp;T\u00fcm d\u00fcnyevi \u015feyler bir anda ortadan kalkard\u0131 san\u0131r\u0131m. Her \u015fey \u00e7ok s\u0131radan gelirdi. G\u00f6r\u00fcnen i\u00e7eride ise d\u00fcnyaya ait hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bulamazd\u0131k. Belki de varolu\u015fun asl\u0131nda bir materyalden ibaret olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6sterirdi bize. Sonu\u00e7ta nas\u0131l d\u00fcnyaya gelece\u011fimize bizler karar vermedik.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u200bHi\u00e7bir \u015feyimiz yoktu d\u00fcnyaya geldi\u011fimizde. \u00c7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plakt\u0131k hepimiz. Birbirimizden farks\u0131z.&nbsp; Bize g\u00f6sterilecek \u00f6\u011fretilerden hi\u00e7birimizin haberi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi \u00fczerimize ne giydireceklerini de bilme \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z yoktu. Belki bize sorsalar Nudist olurduk. \u00d6yle olsayd\u0131k hepimiz belki daha kolay olurdu birbirimizi kabullenmek.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Belki de toplum i\u00e7inde var olabilmek i\u00e7in varolu\u015fumuzun d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131z gereklili\u011fi ger\u00e7ek bizi ortadan kald\u0131rd\u0131. Hepimize verilen maskeleri takt\u0131rd\u0131. Bunu bir ele\u015ftiri olarak yazm\u0131yorum. Zaten toplumun i\u00e7inde bir uyum yakalaman\u0131n kural\u0131 bu. Sadece \u00f6z&#8217;e d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc dile getirmek amac\u0131m. Bizi biz olmaktan al\u0131 koyan \u015feylerin fark\u0131nda olursak belki bunu yapabiliriz. Bunu yapabilirsek, \u00fczerimizde ne olursa olsun ger\u00e7ek bizi g\u00f6sterebilme \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z olacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bizi var eden \u015feyin hi\u00e7likten hep olmaya b\u00fct\u00fcn olmaya d\u00f6nme hali. Asl\u0131nda \u00f6z olmak, hi\u00e7 olmak ve hep olmakla e\u015f de\u011fer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u200bSelma Ak\u00e7akaya&#8217;15<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Baz\u0131 zamanlarda kendi felsefemin i\u00e7inde kayboldu\u011fum do\u011frudur.&nbsp; \u200bBeynimin i\u00e7indeki sorgulay\u0131c\u0131 sorular aras\u0131nda dans eden h\u00fccreleri bile hissetti\u011fim zamanlar olmu\u015ftur. 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